I'm going through another fangirlin' over Barbossa phase, I feel like making icons, so expect that soon :P

I took from xxfullmoonxx I even put it under a cut, too! :D

"You know how sometimes people on your friends list post about stuff going on in their life, and all of a sudden you think "Wait a minute? Since when were they working THERE? Since when were they dating HIM/HER? Since when???" And then you wonder how you could have missed all that seemingly pretty standard information, but somehow you feel too ashamed to ask for clarification because it seems like info you should already know? It happens to all of us sometimes."

Please copy the topics below, erase my answers and put yours in their place, and then post it in your journal! Please elaborate on the questions that would benefit from elaboration. One-Word-Answers seldom help anyone out. 8)


( My answers~ )

I don't know what I haven't written about, bleh.

Today, I got all dressed up in my lolita and went to have light tea with Katie (chawpstix) at Savannah Tea Company ^_^ It was the first time going for the both of us, but we had both heard lots about it from our other loli friends, so we had a two-person loli party? Heh. Anyways, the place is in a terrible part of town but it's so gorgeous! There were too many types of tea to look through, so I just had the blueberry iced tea, which considering I don't like tea, was delicious. And the food was so good, and so tiny! But everything tasted really intense and fresh and and and...ahh. I had fin hanging out, and it was a really nice place to be!

I am on track with NaNo, and I will hopefully get *ahead* of goal during Thanksgiving break! So far I have written a little over 35,000 words ^_^ I fear, however, that I will be nowhere close to finishing my book by the time I get to 50,000! And I'm afraid I won't have the same motivation to write everyday after November x.x I want to finish! This story is getting interesting and I'm learning a lot about my characters, and I still have so much to learn about them. My main character just got her first kiss by a guy she just met, who will eventually turn into an antagonist. Awww.

In random Sims 3 news, a beta slider hack for butt, hips, and waist (and bust, but this is v2 of the bust) has been released! This makes me so happy, though I have yet to download it...I want to make sure nothing terrible will happen first, but so far, as long as I remove the old bust hack, it should work fine...not that I make many new characters anymore :P

But...World Adventures was also released. I haven't read much about it (from buyers) but I don't know if I want it, though I said that with this game I would actually buy the expansions. I don't know about this one, is all. That, and I'd probably have to update to 1.7 or whatever they're at. No thanks. Not yet. I don't know XD I don't want to find out that my favorite mod will have to go (though I think only the face slider will have to go, which I only need for making new Sims...) Hm. I can't buy it now, anyways, because I have Christmas present buyin' to think about! Although Shaun might be the only person to actually get a real present...I want to get presents for all my friends, but...heh, that lack of job thing. Yes.



This is the only picture on my camera that I got of my outfit and you can't even see it that well. Silly phone camera D:

So I have new pants. Woot. XD

Went to the grand opening of Happy Japan today...it doesn't have much if you're looking for loads of plushies and animu goods, but it does have some adorable stuff, and if you want to learn more about or love bento making, they have sooooo much stuff! They also said they would start teaching bento and sushi making classes, have animu night, all that. I got...a new jingly for my phone (cherries), a bunny ring, a fashion coloring book, a froggy bento box, a fork for said bento box, and some small candies. I want to go back :D

I spent all of last night ripping, editing, cutting, etc-ing the music from a certain recently released movie and I'm proud of myself :D I will share if you knock thrice and say the secret password.

No cut. Deal.


Wednesday was fun. We finally got to have a meeting of the ParaPara Dance Association at MTSU and it was really fun. Everyone was there, even some new people, and it was just good. It made me feel less empty, like everything was right.

Now, it's back. Empty, perhaps, isn't the word I want to use because it sounds like I have nothing. Drained is the other word which comes to mind, but that seems so minute. I don't know how to say what I'm feeling. Something is missing and it's making me lose all my motivation. I haven't worked on the logo in days, what if I can't do it? I keep falling behind on NaNoWriMo (though I'm almost to 20,000 words). I want to sleep until three, but I want to go out and do everything. I want to stay alone and I want to see my friends.

Another thing, I'm sick of being the middle. Being the shy one has its advantages; you learn a lot of things from many different points of views. An advantage, sometimes, but now I realize that none of my friends, none of my groups of friends, that is, seem to like each other. So then they look at me like "oh, really? you hang out/do this?" Both sides do this, so who am I supposed to be friends with that no one of my other friends had something bad to say about? And how can I talk to friend A about the fun thing I did with friend B without A giving me a odd look and stating their complaints for the fifth time about that person.

And another another thing, I feel like I'm losing my best friend. We hang out every other day, but...I don't know. She has all these other friends now, and I'm happy for her. But now she apparently can't hear a word I say and she's just acting differently a lot of the time.

So, not to sound completely whining, when I'm at college, I feel so alone. Yeah, I hang out with a few people every now and then, but a lot of my friends live off campus now or just changed. I don't even want to go to anime club anymore, because I just sit there, while she's over there, having the time of her life. I can't relate to those people at all. But I hate being stuck in my dorm with my roommate who goes to bed way too damn early. And because she goes to bed so early, whenever Shaun calls me, I have to leave the room, and most of the time I can't find anywhere to talk but outside, in the cold. And because it's dark and deadly quiet in the room when she is asleep, I feel like I can't do anything. Hell, I feel like I can;t do anything when she's awake.

And I only can see Shaun on the weekends, maybe twice if I'm lucky. I don't like this. He's the closest thing to me. I also don't like how I don't have a weekend anymore. I'm always doing something. I can't sleep. I'll be lucky if I get five hours tonight. Feh. But I do need to get up and go out, all my pants decided to simultaneously get/reopen holes near my crotch.

I don't know what I want. I want to not be mad at everyone, I want to not feel like blah and make whining LJ posts I'll regret in the morning. I want a real break. I want to actually play my gamecube even if my roommate's there.

Sighsighsigh. I'll try that sleeping thing now :P

I have been in pain for the past two days, like, really terrible migraines and stomach aches. I just want to sleep it away x.x


...meow.
I got my POIs turned in, and I register next...Thursday!

I have so much crap to do over the weekend x.x Hopefully after the three big things I have on Monday (drawing due, photos due, test) I can actually start working on my freelance thing and write more for my NaNoWriMo. I'm not TOO behind, but...gah, my word count is about 200 words ahead of the official one x.x

I think my boyfriend's short-term memory problem is rubbing off on me. Yes, I know that can't happen. But it seems like since we've been together, it hasn't been a problem for him, but I keep forgetting things all the time now ;-; That said, I have a huge, tedious drawing project due Monday that I'm going to have to work on, like, all weekend. x.x It's such a slow process, but what I have so far, I hate. And it's in pencil, too, and I love pencil. It's because of my hair, I cannot draw my hair.

I got my science test back and I got a fucking 66. I love science. This always happens in science classes. I do well in class, and for some reason, the tests are terrible. This is the second test I got a bad grade on, and I can't remember if we have four or five. I had a Japanese test today, and I completely forgot the dialogue. x.x

I obviously need to manage my time better x.x This month my main concerns are:

1. Getting logo done. I don't really have a set deadline (January at latest) but I don't want to procrastinate, nor do I want to rush because I'm getting paid for it and I want it to look cool.

2. Photography shizz.

3. NaNoWriMo. I didn't write at all today >.<

4. That drawing thing.

5. Obsessively going over Science notes and Japanese notes (I'm not behind in Japanese or anything, I just want to be better at forming sentences quickly in my head and that kinda stuff.)


But in ligher news, I got the first volume of Soul Eater and the first volume of Hellsing. And I've been messing around in UTAU. (Though I may, ahem, acquire the real Vocaloid program this weekend.) Oh, and Ashley lent me some of her Gamecube games, as well as bought me a red bag with strawberries on it! ^_^

Lessee...what happened the past few days...

I've decided that I'm going to try my hardest (AKA, apply now) to get a single or private room next year. I've decided that I can't deal with people :P Not really. I do like being social and all, just not all the time in close quarters. Honestly, I can't even see myself being able to share a dorm with my best friend XD Am I that anti-social, or what? XD

But...my roommate goes to sleep super early all the time. Like -really- early. So then I have to go outside if I want to talk to Shaun. That will be fun in winter.

A few days ago when coming in from said outside talk, I see Moriah and Laurelyn in the kitchen, and they're making sushi for Moria's speech class and bubble tea just for funs, so I stay up until three and have fun with them XD Then the next day at anime club, Moriah says I must go to Cyber with her, so I stay until midnight talking to her, Shylo, and some other peoples. Yay for being social :P Now I really have the urge to watch Kuroshitsuji...

Today...meh. Not the bestest Halloween. Halloween is one of the times I really like showing off whatever costume I have and going out an doing stuff...so my friend's boyfriend Corey was having a halloween party at his aunt's house, so me and Shaun go. After finding out way there, we go in and...some woman who doesn't introduce herself or ask who we are sends us down the stairs into a basement where two 20-something guys are playing pool and invite us to join...so, I'm sitting in the corner in my frilly dress, feeling really out of place for a while whilst my boyfriend is playing pool with these two guys that give me really bad feelings. I discreetly tell him this and we go outside to the car, but then Corey, Margie, and Keiko showed up so we went up to eat...and then, we all went back downstairs for a while, but it was just us so it was fine...then the three of them say someone's showing up so they went back upstairs, and about five guys come downstairs, the type of jockboringredneck guys that I really do not like to be around (especially with what I was wearing), so I went upstairs, only to find that my friends were nowhere in sight. Shaun and I decide that we're both equally uncomfortable there and leave.

Aaanyway...today marks the beginning of NaNoWriMo! I just decided to switch to a different plot I've been thinking of. This one has way less thought put into it now, I have no idea where I'm going with it. I haven't written much yet, but today just started and I'm tired. I really wish I could stay at home tomorrow, but I have a stupid 8AM meeting on Monday for my major, and if I don't go, I have to go running around looking for teachers to get POIs from...blehbleh...

Don't get me wrong, I don't mind parties where I don't know many people, but...not like that. Not those type of people. Anyways, we go get coffee and then, after me getting sad that we wouldn't be able to do anything super amazing for halloween we go back to my house and watch the third POTC.

MWF Hist 2020 11:30 - 12:25
MWF Japn 2010 3:00 - 3:55
MW Engl 2020 12:40 - 2:05 (This is themes in Jewish literature....Maybe, I like this teacher, but there's also a class about themes in Tolkien...)

TR Art History 1920 9:40 - 11:05
TR Typography 11:20 - 2:20

And...maybe Illustration, which is MW 8:00 - 11:05. If I take that, I'm being kinda suicidal (18 hours) but then again, the other classes aren't too terribly hard, and I like digital illustration. I might drop the English class...like I said, I know and like the teacher, but I don't know. I need to take either 2020 or 2030...but, after that, all my gen eds will be out of the way!

Also, I need a backup for art history, that's what gets filled up fastest x.x

So last night I slept over at Shaun's house again (finally >.>). We went to Olive Garden before that, and it was delicious...and then we got coffee, then went to his house, where he decided to show me a large dead spider x.x Also, we talked about politics and religion before bed. That was dangerous, heh. And then I couldn't go to sleep because I couldn't remember the name of the site with every Toonami clip ever (Toonami Digital Arsenal) and I was laughing for 20 minutes straight because I guess I was so tired that it was funny.

But then this morning, he gets a call at six and had to get up to give a key to someone at the airport...so I was alone in his house for about 45 minutes, and freaking myself out because his house was making odd noises, and when I'm sleepy I'm a little delusional anyways...x.x So then I didn't really go back to sleep, and we had to leave the house at eight, so...yes, I was a tired Bunny, and I slept through my first class. I should be tired now, but I'm not.

And all day I've been making tiny paper start. I keep finding cute strip patterns on dA and printing them out...if I make a thousand, my wish will come true! XD I wish to live in a big house with Shaun, and always have my friends be happy...these stars are so addicting amg...I have a strip with Zim and Dib on it *.* And My Melody...and PowerPuff Girls Zetta...

I lied, I am a bit tired. But I need to take a shower and wait for Shaun to call first...

I've been...drinking...tea?! I hate tea! Albeit, it's Tazo stuff that comes in a bottle with lots of flavors, but...it's so strange.

I finally got my first Quality of Light shoot printed and turned in :D As well as the next two rolls...yet again, I got done just as the lab was closing (midnight). And the press was broken, so I had to take my soggy prints back to my dorm and lay them to dry...and when I got them, there was dust all over them x.x This morning was not funtimes.

But tomorrow! will be funtimes! Not the beginning, though, I hate GDT. Not hate, but...it goes by so slowly. And I always get hungry in there for some reason...even though I eat right before class :/ All we do is sit, so why do I get hungry?! So frustrating. But after! :3 Hee.

I have to start picking out my classes for next semester already >.< I HATE getting POIs...so far I've been lucky, but I don't know where to find a teacher I've never met. Ugh. I know I have to take Typeography for sure...I'm thinking about Art Survey II (if I can get IN), Hist 2020...after that, not sure yet. I need to take either Engl 2020 or 2030, but I haven't decided which yet. Then I need to take another Graphic Design elective...I don't know which yet (leaning towards illustration or book arts). If I don't get into one of the above, I could always get started on my studio electives (sculpture is pretty much the only one I could do)...but then I forgot about Japanese! I can't stop taking it now or I really will forget everything! >.< I don't need to have my schedule set yet, but I need to go to my adviser on Monday, which is pretty much the only day I could get the POI, and and and...blah x.x I want a good schedule.

But now it's all ~stress~ because I've gotten all but two of my gen eds out of the way...and now it's just ARTARTARTDESU. And JAPN.


...funtimes. >.

Sicksicksicksick,
Owowowowow,
stressstressstress,
And I want a samoyed puppy.


So my roommate who never once slept here and was always at her boyfriend's house is now here again. And I still don't like room-sharing and all that. But she hasn't broken up with him...sorta. They're kinda hanging by a thread, and she knows he's bad for her, and she's flirting back and forth with a guy who already has a girlfriend, and they're happy with themselves, so eh.

But, I mean, she's really nice and all, she talks a lot (to make up for my not-talkingness) and she invites me to do all these things and we're making plans o have like a movie night and stuff like that...it's just...my alone-ness XP


I'm so happy to go home tomorrow x.x I feel really terrible and I had a really hard time getting to sleep last night (but I could breathe!) But...I want to go home and curl up on the couch with Shaun and watch Tenchi Muyo or something...


And finally, I need to start looking at new laptops because I think, sometime towards my birthday, my mom might get me a new one :D The one I have now it...okay, and has enough memory, but it's always complaining that it's running low on virtual memory when I'm not doing much, and it gets confused easily. And the graphics card doesn't allow me to play Sims 3 :[ I don't know what I want yet...I'd be fine with a macbook, but since I already have a mac desktop, I might as well get a pc just so I can use some of the things I can't use on a mac...I suppose that I'll have to get Vista...just not 7 x.x I don't want a Dell...and...that is the extent of my it-didn't-happen-yet research.

I did it. I entered NaNoWriMo.

Now what am I going to do? I'm really excited about this. I want to actually finish something I've started, but I would have t start it fresh...there is one story that has been in my brain for ages, I've tried writing, and failed epically. But I really want to tall this story, so...really, I would be starting fresh because every little bit and piece of it I've started is...urgh. So yes. Probably that. Expect to hear me whine and complain about it for a month.

In other news, I has Gundam folders.

I think Ulala icon's going to go away for now, until I can get a sub...hmm, what am I obsessed with now that I can make an icon of? I really don't know...

Anyways, I love fall break. But I'm getting sick x.x I feel kinda terrible. My eyes feel sleepy even though I just slept for ten hours and my nose and throat hurt terribly x.x I also feel like trash because I'm wearing jeans that have a huge hole in the inner thigh :P Laundry day, blah. I don't plan on going outside today anyways XD

Mm...so I'm really bored already. I have lots of things I want to do, but not a lot that I want to do. I did, however, get the majority of my to-do list for this weekend done, and that never happens. But now I do want to do something, but I can't get motivated to even put a disc into my computer x.x I'm so lazy todaaaay...

As I was walking back to my dorm, I saw a big, black dog sitting at the door. I went around to the other side.

I finally got my film processed and...I epicly messed up one roll. I know exactly what I did wrong, it was a really stupid mistake >.< And that was the roll where I went out in the rain and did things and played with setups...urgh. So I'll still be a project behind (unless I can manage to take a whole roll supah quickly tomorrow), but at least I'll have this one in on time. I'll go back and do the actual printing tomorrow..that's my favorite part.

I still love my new phone ^^ I'm gonna get carpal tunnel sooo much faster XD

I guess I'll get my Japanese homework out of the way -now-...it'll be a nice change to not have to scramble before class, plus we have a test and dialogue. And I was to play Kingdom Hearts, but I'm stuck and I need Ashley to beat a very large creature for me x.x

Also, my "I hope good things happen this week :3" from my last post fell through terribly :[[[ On that note, I really want an apartment. Urgh.

Procrastinatiiiing...

I have the film thing due, again on Wednesday...I could/should probably start processing and developing and all that, but...I think I'll do it on Monday after class instead ^0^;; I'm having a bit of problems breathing today, anyways. I'm going to be getting sick eventually...That, and I'm having fun playing Gamecube stuffs.

This weekend I got a new phone, the Alias 2. It's pretty. It also has mobile IM, so I might turn it on for AIM, except, my mom apparently did and can't figure out how to sign out and I would like to sign out...so I'll wait until I figure out how.

I also got Gals 4 and 5 (I think?) and High School Girls 1 and 6...and Beautiful Katamari! It's pretty hard to find, so I'm happy. I only played a few levels (I don't have a 360 so I have to play at my boyfriend's house) but it's so cool! Except, it seems like they give you waaay less time in this one. They do.

It makes me reeally want a 360...maybe later :3
I hope good things happen this week :3

Hmnh...someday, I'll make my own layout. But anything I make, I get bored of. Eventually...anyone want to pick a theme? :P I really...can't think of anything I won't get bored of XD So maybe I'll just mess around with some brushes and tone scans and do something with that.

Yesterday, I did a lot of cleaning. Cleaned my PS2 memory card of old games I don't have, my camera's memory card, my laptop so everything's all organized, even made a folder for cosplays I want to do...completely cleaned my dorm (let's see how long that lasts)...the only thing left to clean is my room, which still has my AWA suitcase in it, as well as lots of random clothes that I dump off there, and manga I bought but haven't put away...*sigh* I just got a new bookcase and I'm running out of room again D:

I also need to catch up on all the DVDs I got at AWA and the stuff from McKay...but instead, I'm watching Trigun and My Wife is a High School Student :P

Class today was okay...in photography, she taught us how to burn and dodge, which took five seconds, and then she showed us what she had showed us weeks ago. :/ And I got to leave early in my 3-hour drawing class! So I was a happy bunny...

And then, I shot a few more pictures to finish off the roll for this week's photography assignment, and when I went to rewind it...it didn't feel right. Last time, it took a bit, and the wheel was kind of hard to pull. This time, it seemed to rewind itself in five seconds. That's not good. So, now, I have no idea if any of the pictures I took actually, well, took. And it's due Wednesday x.x So...pretty much, I have to do everything all over again tomorrow.

But...last time, she didn't actually take anything up. We put it all up on the board, and we talked about some of them...but that was the first time, and this is now x.x Ahh, photography, why do you not like me? I think you're quite fun! >.> >.> >.....

Halloween is near! I already know what costume I'm wearing, but I don't have anywhere to wear it to. My friend invited me to go trick-or-treating with her (because you're never too old :P) but...ehh. I might just invite Shaun over and we can terrorize (ie, give out candy to) little kids. I dunno. I just like walking around at night with friends in a pretty costume :3

I hope you all are doing well! ^^ Oh, I did this a few days ago, and I kinda like it! Click for fullview!

Hooray for blinking icons made in 5 minutes =.= I'll remake it later.

So...I did end up getting the new Kingdom Hearts, as well as Persona 3 FES.

Kingdom Hearts is actually really good. And I got a poster! I never got any of the stuff with the organization (because I never played 2 and CoM), so this is really cool :3 I hope it's long enough, though...So far the only Disney world I've been to is Agrabah.

And Persona...one of my best friend loves these games and always talks about it, so I had to try it. It's pretty awesome. It reminds me a bit of TWEWY. The cutscenes are all so pretty and the actual gameplay is awesome. And I love shooting myself in the head :3

I feel so worn out already and the week hasn't started yet x.x I'll probably be going to bed super early tonight. Maybe even before midnight?! (I'm scared, too)

Also, the other day, I was offered a chance to do professional fetish modeling. I turned it down for personal reasons (albeit reluctantly, hahaha), but still, kinda cool to be considered. He said the offer was always there, heh. Maybe later XD

So...I think I might cave in and buy Kingdom Hearts 3654836382.2E33333/2...because I never finished the first game, I have no intention of getting Chain of Memories, and I don't want to get 2 because I have better games to finish first. Plus, Ashley was playing it and it looked pretty.

I kinda want to go to GMX just to see Graverobber :3 But I won't be going >.> I have funtimes this weekend.

Anime Club was more tolerable last night. I could actually hear for the most part and I could enjoy Higurashi and whatever else was shown and my rage did not rise. And Kyoji said something about getting a doujin circle started, so I signed up for that...and then I realized, I don't really do fanart anymore, so I have to think of what I would want to do plotwise. Probably something Sailor Moon or Kodomo no Jikan :D

Class is still good...I did a terrible self-portrait, but it was one of the top five, so eh. My lab professor isn't as evil as the mtsureviews made him out to be, but then again, they mostly said he tests oddly and I haven't had a test yes. But, overall, he's a nice old man.

I love hanging out with friends everyday, but I'm ready for whenever that long weekend is so I can sleep for more then six hours x.x

Actually, I gotta say I like developing pictures a lot. It's quite ~magical~ when the image suddenly shows up on paper.

It was so nice out, today! I tried to be outside as much as possible.

Things to do:
-Start DaL rewrites :3
-Hopefully write more of OSS
-Collage for GDT...due tomorrow...x.x This wouldn't be a problem, but I scanned all these tones at home...and forgot to put them on my flash drive x.x So I have to make due with what I have.
-Print for GDT, so it doesn't look like I stole the images from online even though I kinda did.
-Japanese...it's finally light homework!

And now, procrastination.


( Relationship meme )

Also, some person (troll) on dA with the username "goffickmarysuezplz" added one of my pictures to their favorites =.=; (therefore designating the people in it as gothic mary sues) I love how those people think they're hurting others by doing that (I've also seen a "Ifavebadart" account for example), but really, it just adds to the fave count.

My photography stuff is done =.= I feel very relieved right now.

I had actually been feeling really stressed lately, I have a lot due x.x I'm even considering only taking 12 hours next semester instead of my usual 15-16. Or just...not three art classes.

Actually, I don't know what I'm taking...it probably will be mostly art classes because I think I have most of my gen eds out of the way.

Blah. Nothing interesting to post. I don't do anything interesting. Except yesterday, me and Shaun probably looked very odd at Borders...we had to put together our monies to buy two books, and actually had to pay for five dollars of it in change, and he was buying some manly weapon book, while I was buying an erotic art book X3

[tmi?]Also, I find it funny that I have no qualms with the thought of other people seeing my bewbs, lolz.Yay self confidence?[/tmi?]